My thoughts are ... balancing again. I want to go to the left ... but i consider to go to the right also ... but what if i should experience both directions?! … written by the romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
My thoughts are ... balancing again. I want to go to the left ... but i consider to go to the right also ... but what if i should experience both directions?! … written by the romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
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I started to write ... as a way of becoming my own therapist.
I was analyzing and defining everything around me ... but i ended realizing that i need to analyze and define just one thing ... my soul.
Everything else ... was just a reflection.
I wanted to know what is wrong with me ... that my life looked like a ... non sense, but it was nothing wrong.
I was changing my thoughts again and again and again .... living contradictory experiences.
I was happy .... then i was sad.
I could not even define so well ... the concept of ... vibe .... but i was still hoping that going to the therapist ... even if i was the therapist ... i will heal myself.
Did i succeeded?!
Well ... my life continues with or without that success
... but i became much open minded.
I started to love being on a beautiful vibe and appreciate those days ... but i was also accepting the bad days ... the ones with ugly vibes ... just as part of life.
And understanding that my main plan for life should be to become .... a wise person ... i stared to accept all what was going on ... even the balance of my contradictory emotions.
To make it sound great ... in a motivational way ... i called it ... the dance of my emotions.
It was ruing my soul and my mind, but i could not control it ... till the moment when i accepted that i don’t need to control anything at all in this life ... not even myself.
All i had to do ... was to experience the life itself.
This was the day when i saw for the first time that the unhappy moments of my life were just a life lesson or the signal that i am not on the path to the happiness ... which in fact was obvious .... but i had been blind till that time.
The balance of emotions continued ... but i was not carrying anymore.
I even started to like that i have such a large spectrum of feelings and experiences in my life ... and i was thanking to the Universe ... that i don’t have a boring life.
I also understood ... as a final conclusion of my therapy ... that i am not my thoughts or my emotions ... and i can have any other thoughts or emotions i wanted.
It was all ... just a decision.
A very simple one.
I stoped complaining about the balance ... and guess what?!
It stoped ... and i started to feel ... much ... much better.
For the first time ... i felt again connected to myself ... to that inner self ... that was the gateway to the Infinite.
By accepting reality ... my life started to be a little bit different ... and maybe i was starting my journey to a real beautiful life.
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